I hate hollow realisations.

I don't even know what that means.

I feel shit, I don't know why. I wanted to talk about it where nobody would read it. I hate spilling out my negative emotions and having people read them, just because it makes me look like a negative person. I'm not, I just don't need to release happy feelings because *shrug* I guess because I don't keep them inside of me.

Gah. It doesn't even feel right to write this were no-one will read it...

cut - heal